>Dedicated To Parnell

>February 10th 10:43PM....I heard words so heartbreaking but at the same time very heartwarming..God gave you the keys to his Kingdom so all I can say is Rest Easy Papouche..Although it pains me that I never truly got to express all the love I have for you,I promise that I will do everything I can to make you proud from this side and that your name, and legacy will be the driving force behind my goal of becoming at least half the man you were and the hero I will always hold close in my memories. You will always be remembered as the uncle, brother, cousin and for some of us even a father figure. As we bid you farewell until we meet again in heaven I know now that your pain and suffering will forever be healed and your loving words always in our hearts.

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>If cupid exists

>What if cupid exists ? If so I need to have a talk with his creator..im either infected with the lovebug or an inch closer to heaven..simply because I met her..If cupid exists I want to ask him why a simple text from her makes my days brighter?.. hence the reason I call her sunshine...If cupid exists id like to send him a thank you letter..because through all of our ups and downs you have remained my lifevest when life leaves me drowning..If cupid exists I think his math sucks because although we are two beings we both share my heart

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>I Cross My...

>Some cross their hearts and hope to die...i cross mine and hope to fly and find the reason why im surrounded by all these angels and as we converse each of us clenches our jaws because in this society its better to "cornform"then acknowledge?..so we swallow our demons and make half-truths our universal language..we all... bare crosses but when its your feet crossed it makes walking with God more of an obstacle ‎..therefore i tossed my heart to an angel but she tossed it back and told me "the marks we make in life aren't always physical"..at that moment life proceeded to kick with the spirit of perspective..ive got a scar called heart to prove it..spiritually speaking..From that moment on i've vowed that everytime you cross my mind id lie...in the middle of your loving arms..you are my inspiration but distance denies us our devine right to fly together...i cross my life and let my heart beat in morse code..."life is my tragedy and you are my cross..my only hope..i love you and i'll never let go"

-HB

>Truth Is

>The truth is...I'm in love with you and its also brought about fears that although you lift me up,ill let you down. When you're around I feel as if love is our kingdom and we wear our hearts as crowns...I'd give anything for one chance to slow dance to the symphony our hearts have provided. If it were possible I would ask to be reborn as your tears so I could caress your cheeks but provide you with the reminder that better days are just upon the horizon. If it were possible I'd ask to be reborn as a mirror in an attempt to reflect all of the affection you have projected into my life throughout the years..and lastly if it were possible I'd ask to be reborn as a math equation simply to show that without you ; I am irrelevant but if possible the sum of there ever being an US could lead to infinite possibilities...truth is..I don't love you because I feel as if love itself isn't powerful enough to explain this feeling
- HB

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>Love Is War

>Its seems as if sometimes I get treated like his shadow after the sun sets..no existance,Its getting harder to play hide and seek with these feelings and I'm not sure how long I can keep this going,even when I'm smiling on the inside I feel these tears streaming..its been said that love is eternal but love is paralleled with suffering..until that day these feelings manifest ill keep the thought of what could have been as spiritual stitches due to this war for your love I'm willingly fighting in..
-HB

>Ego Vs Heart

>In a sense I feel as if its only right to apologize for any man in the past that ever left you mistreated..Have you ever met a goddess whose innocence left her on a quest for loves definition?Is it a lie to smile and tell her everything will be alright while inside you cry...you die..you fly..up to heaven begging God for a prescription to heal her heart as its slowly breaking..my definition of love is willingly going hand to hand with the creator not in a spite of being grateful...but to prove you would welcome all personal afflictions with open arms and die to protect his greatest creation..Her...This is what its like when you put your Ego Vs your Heart
- HB

>Something To Believe In

>Every night she would get on the floor with her knees bent in prayer...whispering all of her worries into the air,somehow hoping they would be heard by the heir to the kingdom of heaven..minutes turned to days and days turned into years..still in search of something to believe in her chest started pounding...at that moment it was understood that in order to believe in anything she first had to believe in herself..faith is a test of willingness to listen to god under any circumstance but to also remember we are all molded in his image..

- HB

>Ayiti Cheri

>As the sun glistens off of her tears only the ground gets to witness this beauty which the world will never see...16 and left to fend for herself,her only wealth was mental and well..nevermind her mind;shes only good for what's between her thighs..am i right?This cycle has our belles at the ball with monsters and afraid that any man who triesto get close will only harm her...Consider this as an extension of my arms and a promise iwill be the armoryoure heart deserves and if given your love,Ayiti Cheri i will never concede from your presence.

>Untitiled

>Untitled Poem:
I’m being afflicted by my own demons but I won’t give in…Living under the Father it’s as if the only one the Son can confide in is the Holy Spirit. This skin is crucifixion so these scars are now considered scriptures..I might come off inconsiderate but my only disciples’ are my mind body and spirit...If my downfall is evident the world is full of Judas’s...The difference between heaven and hell is perception so my messages will either leave you uplifted or overthrowing me due to my knowledge and strengths like Brutus.

>I Have Faith

>“ I Have Faith”
In search of deliverance from a sentence which seemed to be eternal,
as the lights go out and the shouts grow no louder,
the lives of the impoverished now become a prayer heard around the world.
“Save the boys, save the girls…is this the end of the world?”
Although I wish these visions were illusions this struggle is vivid,
and now in a sense I’m living it. Spoken words heard around the world “Save the boys, save the girls…
…is this end of the world?” In this time of darkness I just remember the strength and patience I’ve seen throughout these days..Within the hearts of my people I have faith.

January 12th

>On January 12th the people of Haiti were struck with a 7.0 earthquake. I know its months later and you're probably thinking so what they will get over it right?...now close your eyes think of everything and everyone you love...what if you woke up and all of it was gone..i'm going to leave it at that...please do what you can and donate at either yele.org or redcross.org any little bit helps and would greatly be appreciated.Thank You for taking the time to read this and i hope you reach into not only your pockets but also your hearts and help your fellow human beings in this time of need.

- Hans

>Mistaken Theory On Break-Ups

>Born with the heart of a God within me..Relationships never did work out but i still forgive the atheists..its in me.I used to dream of planting my seed but growing up in the Garden Of Eden proved it..Beauty parallels deception..So am i to believe my conception was a curse or a blessing? As adolescents kicked in the scents of roses shifted,There was something different within the heir..i guess ill never really get any answers..my love walked up that staircase and went to eternal rest in Heaven.. i was born with the heart of a God but without the power to caress the emotions of an Angel falling out of my grasp..Whoever said men weren't affected by break-ups was mistaken